It has become so bad that I now don't even daydream significantly. That used to be my claim to fame! Sit me anywhere and I could switch off and wander through the many lands and scenarios of my mind watermelons (because mine are significantly bigger than grapes).
What happened? I honestly don't know. I'm not depressed. I'm not sick. I'm not morose in any way. I think I'm just demotivated by life in general. Nothing new is happening. I don't have a specific group of people I can call mine. I'm just bouncing around aimlessly, going from work to home, work laptop to home laptop, and the occasional night out with a different set of people every time. I have no steady distraction from the mundane. That kind of allows your mind to switch off, never to be restarted again. The amount of time I waste online doesn't help matters either.
I seem to be complaining about this often, but never do anything about it. Which conveniently leads me to the point of this post. I resolve to climb out of my persistent funk in the following ways:
- I will rekindle my friendships and reestablish my social circles by going out more often;
- I will take up yoga. This is because I figured it was the only way I could tone up the flab a bit without exerting too much effort. I still refuse to actually (shudder) exercise;
- I will lose 5 kilograms by eating better along with the yoga;
- I will make work more stimulating by branching out more from number crunching;
- I will travel more often, and not just to shop.
Those are the changed I would like to go through with in 2009. Whether or not I ever will is up for debate. I'm thinking I'll achieve 1 or 2 at best out of 5. But hey, that would be a start, wouldn't it?
Fingers crossed!
Happy New Year everyone!
3 comments:
O no you didn't! Watch your back, Eureka.
A lot of our resolutions are similar. Maybe we can form some sort of support group. Even if it didn't help, we'd at least get to see each other (thereby helping to achieve resolution 1). It's perfect!
hahah loves it! Resolutions-Breakers Anonymous!
Does anyone still come up with resolutions?
Post a Comment